


I thought I could fly why did i drown

by KaNdIkEn



Category: Queer as Folk
Genre: Drama, Hurt-Comfort
Language: English
Status: Completed
Published: 2012-06-18
Updated: 2012-06-18
Packaged: 2013-06-19 17:39:26
Rating: T
Chapters: 1
Words: 340
Publisher: www.fanfiction.net
Story URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8230684/1/
Author URL: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/3921998/KaNdIkEn
Summary: qaf songfic brian





	I thought I could fly why did i drown

_I don't know where I'm at  
I'm standing at the back  
And I'm tired of waiting  
Waiting here in line, hoping that I'll find what I've been chasing_.

**My mother is a frigid bitch,**

**my father was an abusive drunk.**

**They had a hateful marriage.**

_I shot for the sky  
I'm stuck on the ground  
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna to fall down  
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?  
Never know why it's coming down, down, down._

**...which is probably why I am unwilling or unable**

**to form a long-term committed relationship of my own.**

_Not ready to let go  
Cause then I'd never know  
What I could be missing  
But I'm missing way too much  
So when do I give up what I've been wishing for._

**The fact that I drink like a fish **

**and have more or less redefined promiscuity **

**doesn't help...**

_I shot for the sky  
I'm stuck on the ground  
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna to fall down  
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?  
Never know why it's coming down, down, down.  
Oh I am going down, down, down  
Can't find another way around  
And I don't want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found._

**As a result...**

_I shot for the sky  
I'm stuck on the ground  
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna to fall down  
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?  
I never know why it's coming down, down, down. _

**I've lost the two people in my life that mean the most to me**

_I shot for the sky  
I'm stuck on the ground  
So why do I try, I know I'm gonna to fall down  
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?  
Oh it's coming down, down, down._


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